Yes I have made shortmovies.
Yes I know I said I disagreed with them.
Yes I KNOW some of you probably hate me right now.
You want reasons right? Well lets start at the very beginning.
First of all, I am a liar.
I do care about fame and my place on the highscores. Yeah the rest can act all 'holier-than-thou-i-don't-care-cause-i'm-too-cool' (no offence there guys) but I DO care.
For a long time now (1 year) MSP has been all I HAVE. I've played on it all the way through my treatment. In this entire year plus, I think there has only ever been THREE days where I haven't logged on at some point. For 9 months I couldn't GO to school, so I spent my days online because I couldn't GO outside.
MSP was my LIFE. I worked my way up to 3rd and watched as I once again came crashing down. Well I'm DONE! For the first time EVER, I have something I'm good at, something that I'm ADMIRED on. I NEVER had this before.
I never hated shortmovies or the people who made them, I hated the fact that fame could be so easily taken. That people could put NO effort into the things they did and STILL get benefits from it. I'm SICK of being left behind just because I tried to make good movies.
Hey, I got this far without making them. I did my part. Now I want to move upwards, finally get back to where I was. I'm not the sort of girl who will just accept what she has, I will ALWAYS aim higher.
Call me what you want, call me pathetic and shallow for feeling like this. But you will NEVER understand. Not until you've seen the world through my eyes, tied down by cancer and aspergers. You can't judge me until you've done that, and you'll NEVER be able to.
Times are changing peepz. we just need to learn to change with them.
Please help me with this. I'll be making more shorts, so watch them pretty please. I might even do gift offers. Like you'll ACTUALLY get a gift. I've seen WAAAYYY too many scammers on forums >_<
Aww!! I feel so sorry for you and wish I had supported you...I will from now on respect you with a different mind but won't change the person I am. Carry on being strong, Missy :)
ReplyDeletesooner or later you will get somebody saying:
ReplyDeleteyou know your really talented at makeing movies. i watch your shorties because i need money or i feel like helping you level up. i know how hard it is to get movie views but still.
i got that wen i made sorties :/
i dont care if your a liar.
LOL me and super used to be like:
LETS GET MISSM BACK THIRD!
it hasnt happened much :/ although i still give you autos and watch your movies.
lolz i will always watch ur movies!
not for my money. for your fame ;)
-Tasha x
Aw, I'll Still Accept You For Who You Are, MissM. I Won't Call You Pathetic, Because You Don't Deserve To Be Called That. I Agree With You On The Point How The Fame Can Be Easily Taken By Someone Who Doesn't Put Any Effort Into Levelling Up. You Should Be Proud Of Yourself For Getting First Page On The Highscores List Without Having To Make Short Movies. Short Movies CAN Be Helpful, Like If You Need To Make Quick Money For A New Competition Or Something Like That. You're Still My Friend, MissM. I Will Watch Your Movies (Especially Your Hard-made Long Movies) To Earn You What You Deserve. You're A Good Person.
ReplyDeleteYours Sincerely,
Lover Jenny
Hi MissM. This is Xx.Gracie.xX on her sisters blogger acc.
ReplyDeleteYou're ace because of who chuu are, NOT what chuu do.
So just walk up to them and slap some sense into them, if people do it.
You're always accepted from most of us :)
- Gracie..x
MissM you are my favourite level 20+ MSPer.
ReplyDeleteMaybe you shouldn't make short movies maybe make more movies and I WILL watch them
ohmy, i love you MissM.
ReplyDeleteI dont care if you make them..
i has simalar probz, i dont rlly go out but i have a completly diff reason (which i will NOT go into)and msp is my life too, its like THE ONLY thing im gud at and i still mess that up, theres alot of reasons me and u get along so well, but people are sados..
ReplyDeletei mean on msp all the liars seem to get more fame than anyone else, nobody rlly watches my movies anymore, and like u said u get that feeling and it aint right, you worked up to where u are in just ova a year and i got to where i am in just ova 10months...
anywayz peace out and just tell mehh when sum1 says sumfin ;3
crazy gal x
I only recently found out that you had cancer, but I had NO IDEA about you having aspburgers. This really got to me big time because (yes, it probably seems like I'm lying to suck up to you but TRUST ME I AM NOT) so do I. I KNOW how HORRIBLE it really, truly is. If ANYONE hates on you for that they can...not gonna continue that sentence. Let me start again; If ANYONE hates on you for that then they are clearly pathetic, sad, lonely little people with no lives who don't understand what it's like. The people hating on you JUST BECAUSE YOU MADE SHORT MOVIES (YOUR CHOICE! And I totally understand why you do it, and honestly wouldn't have minded anyway!) Just ignore them because you are the best lvl 20+, you are epic and amazing, you are talented, you are cool, you are kind, you are clever and funny, you are outgoing, brave for telling people about this stuff and more. So people saying things about you can cut the crap and get lives, because all they're doing is being shown in their true colours, demeaning themselves, wasting your time and theirs, and making it completely obvious how jealous they are of someone as amazing as you are. I would SO watch your movies and your short movies, but my Dad blocked MSP so I haven't been able to get on for over 2 weeks...nearly 3, I think! (It's driving me literally insane.) So ignore what anyone says because you are AMAZING. A-M-A-Z-I-N-G. I would give ANYTHING to be as cool as you are, as talented as you are etc. And I know this was a) another essay and b) a whole load of drivel, but I...I don't know, really. I just wanted to say it... Anyway, it's true, you're epic, they're not. They don't like it. So they waste their sad little lives hating on someone as cool as you for stupid reasons like that. You don't need to worry cos' you have so many fans who back you up and support you when they can. (Me included :D )
ReplyDeleteDo1phinDreamer xox
Hi MissM sorry I was so mean
ReplyDeletefriends? Again?