I'M SOOO BORED

So I am going to inflict my rubbishy drawings on you:

see ellie? I AM a worse drawer than you. Even I'M not sure what ^^^ that is supposed to be!!!

Okay I'm going now. WATCH MY SHORTS AND CLICK ON THIS http://bow2bob.blogspot.co.uk/

This Has To Stop

There are two things annoying me lately. the first is people asking if i'm going to die. I am not. stop asking horrible insensitive questions like that.

The second is the type of cancer I have. It's ALL, or acute lymphoblastic leaukaemia. It has a survival rate of 95%. It's a blood cancer, common in children. 


Okay, the squabble was sorted. I wont mention names or anything now, but to all of you having silly squabbles like this, GROW UP. You only have so much time left on MSP anyway, why ruin it for yourself and others? The clock is ticking peepz. You just have to decide whether you make it count or not.

My 100th post...

And unfortunately, it has to be depressing. 


Today I got into a big fight with this person:

Can you see the two things wrong with this? The 1st thing is the fact she is asking for the gifts to be sent to HER, not her ill cousin. 


The second thing is the fact she is telling people that they can save her cuz by sending her gifts. That's not right! She even said herself that her cousin will die! Instilling false hope in people is wrong, especially if this IS true and her cousin does end up dying. 




Also, a girl claiming to BE her cousin started coming on and leaving random comments about 'wanting to die' and 'hating her life'. But the page I looked at with symptoms said they could get CF, and doesn't CF include lack of motor skills? It also seemed pretty painful, so how was her cousin able to type?


So I posted saying I didn't believe, and instantly became the bad guy. 


My point it, I'm sick of these forums about family members/ you having a terminal illness. 98.9% of the time, they're fakes. So I have the right to doubt and put up the fact I don't believe without being hated right? 


Some people obviously don't think so. 


But I've earned my right to doubt. I've always searched for others on MSP, others who TRULY have cancer and understand what it's like. But due to forums like THIS, I can't trust any of them. I KNOW I'm not alone on here, but until forums like this stop, I won't be able to believe anyone else. 


The rare forums that ARE true keep being shot down by people who have become paranoid that every medical-related forum is a lie. And the ones that aren't true are just people looking for attention.


There is only ONE way to stop this. Stop the rude forums and the medical forums and the 'i'm richer than you forums'. Do you want to know what it is? 


DON'T REACT.  No matter WHAT they say, however believable it is, or however much you want to call them a liar. Hold your tongue, put NOTHING. Move past the forums, don't bother to click on them. All these forums are made to invoke reaction from you, weather it is support, anger or just plain doubt. Every post you put on feeds these attention seekers, giving them a victory. As soon as you post on their forums, they win. The only way to stop them is NOT TO POST AT ALL. 


If you want to spread a message for an illness, do it through a different way. Start a clothes thing or a pass around message or something like that. I know all of us are sick of these forums, but not reacting is the way to stop them. It simply starves the attention seekers, and it might take a while but eventually they will all die off from attention starvation and look for other means for attention. 


and to the mass of you who is asking, yes I do have cancer. 


Want proof? (okay...this is gonna be hard.) 




This was taken 1 or 2 months before I joined MSP, after I had come out of hospital with a serious infection.
Of course, I have hair now and look less pale, but still. 


**Just a note** This took A LOT for me to put up. So I don't expect any more doubters. That'll just make me sad :(


On a posative note, HAPPY 100TH POST!!!!! YAAAAAAAAAAAYYY :3


Please watch my shorties to celebrate!! 


(Bob Blog will be updated later.) 

Hooray!!

As you all Know, I have brought back da bob. 


A lot of you are asking to be involved with the bob blog, but I can't let everyone. I have a limited cast number which right now has been filled except for ONE person. and this person I have to handpick. sorry. 


Anyway I have finally announced the winners of my movie comp. they are as follows:


1ST PLACE: Halle Chic


2ND PLACE: marthahulme123


3RD PLACE: Lookin_good


RUNNER UP: KESHA!!$


one girl was not happy with these results and decided to verbally abuse me in my own artbook. But let it be known that she was making up rumors about other competitiors and was disqualified for doing so so she has NO RIGHT to be saying any of these things. She has been reported and will be blocked. 


Anyway check out the new bob blog: http://bow2bob.blogspot.co.uk/ right here. One thing that has made me sad lately is the amount of people uneducated in who bob is. SO READ IT.


The other thing making me a teeny bit sad is the fact my shortmovies are giving me more fame and sc than my long ones ever did. I WILL make them again, but not as often as I used to. SM will be filling the blanks. 


Thanks for reading 


CLICK FAST!!!
http://bow2bob.blogspot.co.uk/

Racisim

You know who you are.


Level 3, VIP. wearing a wedding dress with straight brown hair, username begins with 'm'. you called my other account 'blacky' and told me 'not to try being smart'. If you are reading this now, I am disgusted with you. I made that account to have FUN, and you have spoiled that for me now as I am on a manhunt. I WILL find and report you, as racists AREN'T tolerated on MSP. it will be easier for you to just hand yourself over quietly, and the shouting won't be that bad. You forgotten who it was? I'll give you a reminder. 

You remember now? I will find you. and I will make you pay for that comment. Nobody gets to be racist on msp. and if YOU decide to be, you get locked. simple as. 


if you know the girl i am describing, tell me. 

Lets have a lesson...

As you all know, we have a new block feature. it is very handy. Let me show you how to use it. 


(Thank you DJpunkycherry for allowing me to use your profile. You've not actually been blocked so don't panic) 

click the report button. If you are going to report said person, it is important you do it BEFORE you block them as you won't be able to access their profile again. 

This should pop up. and the rest is fairly obvious. click block and a final confirmation screen will pop up. 
Then enjoy your hater free life as they will not be able to chat with you/ message you/ talk to you in chatrooms. It's a WONDERFUL invention and i love MSP a little bit more now. 


The only reason I'm explaning now is because i'm sick of doing it on msp :)


Anyway I made some more posters! Yaaay :3


Do you like it?

Anywaaaay, I have nothing else to write. so here is a random pic to end on. 

Baaaaai :3

Annoyances

Okay first annoyance is the fact I've been mentioning I have cancer for MONTHS, and it's only just NOW people are starting to notice. >_<




but thank you to all well-wishers :)




second annoyance is everyone asking to be my bff. I HAVE ALL MY BFFS. 


Do not ask UNLESS one of the spots are empty. Asking before to 'secure' your spot will only kill your chances. Asking by pressing the button will just majorly annoy me. okay? 


Good :3 

You Want Reasons?

Yes I have made shortmovies.
Yes I know I said I disagreed with them.
Yes I KNOW some of you probably hate me right now. 


You want reasons right? Well lets start at the very beginning.


First of all, I am a liar. 


I do care about fame and my place on the highscores. Yeah the rest can act all 'holier-than-thou-i-don't-care-cause-i'm-too-cool' (no offence there guys) but I DO care.


For a long time now (1 year) MSP has been all I HAVE. I've played on it all the way through my treatment. In this entire year plus, I think there has only ever been THREE days where I haven't logged on at some point. For 9 months I couldn't GO to school, so I spent my days online because I couldn't GO outside. 


MSP was my LIFE. I worked my way up to 3rd and watched as I once again came crashing down. Well I'm DONE! For the first time EVER, I have something I'm good at, something that I'm ADMIRED on. I NEVER had this before. 


I never hated shortmovies or the people who made them, I hated the fact that fame could be so easily taken. That people could put NO effort into the things they did and STILL get benefits from it. I'm SICK of being left behind just because I tried to make good movies.


Hey, I got this far without making them. I did my part. Now I want to move upwards, finally get back to where I was. I'm not the sort of girl who will just accept what she has, I will ALWAYS aim higher.


Call me what you want, call me pathetic and shallow for feeling like this. But you will NEVER understand. Not until you've seen the world through my eyes, tied down by cancer and aspergers. You can't judge me until you've done that, and you'll NEVER be able to.


Times are changing peepz. we just need to learn to change with them. 


Please help me with this. I'll be making more shorts, so watch them pretty please. I might even do gift offers. Like you'll ACTUALLY get a gift. I've seen WAAAYYY too many scammers on forums >_<

STRAWBERRY POPTARTS!!

Decided I needed to write another blog post. Don't expect many from now on as  news is becoming few and far between. So just a few brief annoyances that have been getting on my nerves a lot lately....


CANCER FORUMS!


I'm REALLY starting to get annoyed by these cancer forums. Not that I discourage people openly discussing their treatment and informing people, it's just these forums all seem a bit fake and attention-seekery. I mean, half of the people who confess later change their story or say they are going to die. Another type that gets on my nerves is people saying this:

How can she compare having a small cold or sickness to CANCER? Seriously? 


Cancer is MAJOR. A cold you can get over in a WEEK. so just THINK, 'kay peepz?


Lawl04!


Okay, so I don't really know what's going on here but from the gist of things, lawl04 is accusing harry of hacking him and taking his stuff. From the fact lawl04 has refused to answer ANY of my mails confronting him, I know he's lying. So don't trust him:

Oh that's another good point. can we STOP with the pretending to be hacked act? MSP staff themselves have said you CANNOT be hacked WITHOUT giving away your pass or hints about it. And framing somebody else for attention (or other reasons) like lawl is doing is not only wrong, but rather petty and pathetic. Can't we just grow up and find OTHER ways of expressing rage? 


So...that is about it. Also on the thing with all these weird forum arguments popping up, can we PLEASE stop including me? I mean, just the other day I decided to go on forums. Happily scrolling around I found an argument between ...Rose... and - Bella - over scary stories. Personally I thought this was rather silly, as the scary stories on this site are NOTHING compared to the awful dirty and FB ones. (A lot of FB ones involve torture which is sorta...wrong.) So I left a comment saying 'grow up peepz'. Scrolling up through a couple I noticed my name had been mentioned in it. Reading back through the comments (all 200+ of them >_<) I soon found that I had become a fighting factor in an argument between people I had NEVER met before! AND NO ONE HAD TOLD ME!! Wasn't impressed -.-


Also rather creeped out cause it happened again on the same week......


Anyway I have Strawberry poptarts to experiment with! Bye peepz!

Disturbing...

So liz came back today. so we all decided to hang in natnat's room. 


After about 5 minutes of talking we noticed something RATHER disturbing. 

WTH IS SHE DOING TO THAT BOONIE???

AND WTH IS SHE DOING TO THAT GIRL???


So I called the RSPCA and the NSPCC and whatever and they told me to blog it and warn people. What natnat is DOING in these pictures is up to however you interpret it. Don't blaime me for your strange mind. 

hmmm...that reminds me. Look at this pretty poster I made! 

do you like it? Cause I do. it's very radioactive...

Yay!

Well Peepz, it's finally my one year anniversary! Yaaay! 


This time last year I was probably sat on the settee, bored out of my mind and watching an add for MSP. And look how far I've come! Level 20 in six months, 6th on the leaderboard and a blog with 17,000 pageviews! 


*victory dance!* 


Anyway, the only reason I'm still here is because of you. You have helped me loads, given me fame, watched my movies, read my blog(s) and stood by me through it all. So Thanks Yuuh :)


Anyway I did race for life yesterday and survived! Yay me again!Though all the photos taken there are pretty unfortunate as it was really bright and I kept closing my eyes :D....


Anyway have a good day peepz! and watch my movies! I'm gonna make the result artbook at somepoint today so start filling your results into the comment section (irrelivant comments are deleted)


Bye peepz :p 

COMPETITION TIME!!!

Hey peepz! I have decided to have a little competition. It is as follows:


You have to watch as MANY of MY movies as you can. 


Pretty simple right? rules are:


1. you MUST comment on each one that you watch. if you haven't commented then it WON'T be counted.


2. If you have recently WATCHED one of my movies, you may include it in your final score only if you 


a) watched and commented on it


b) Watched it 1-3 days ago. if you watched it OVER 3 days ago you are NOT allowed to include it in your final score.


 I will be making an artbook where you will write how many you watched in the comments. irrelivant comments will be deleted. The prizes are as follows...


1st Place!: An entire wishy


2nd Place!: 3 wishy gifts


3rd Place!: 1 wishy gift


4th Place!: 1 auto. 


The competiton will be ending on the 19th of may in ONE WEEK. so watch while you can! 


Also In the news of my life, I am doing the race for life tomorrow. yaay :)


Anyway I have recently started liking the game Gaia online again. So if anyone goes on there my username is the very classy XxMysticMissxX. Picture of me on ZOMG

pretty purple crystals O_o.....


Also DDDD has new stories! please read: http://darkdaysdreadfulnights.blogspot.co.uk/ AND CLICK THE ADS! CLICKY CLICKY PLEASY PLEASY!!

Heyya peepz ^_^

I know I haven't updated for a while so I am now. Okay, you know my mum's/mine blog? here it is:


http://darkdaysdreadfulnights.blogspot.co.uk/

Well we're gonna be getting new stories over the next couple of days (mine) the two on there at the mo are my mum's. please follow it cause I want the next part of her cabin story. 


Can we please keep it in mind that it is a joint blog between me and my mum. So they aren't all my stories. I don't like taking credit for her works. My stories on her blog will have 'written by MissM' or something on them. Thank you :)


Anyway I sort of put myself out for some harassment on forums today. I mean, look at this:

10 log in's later, everybody was happy. (I hope...)


Anywaayy this sort of made me mad today:

I mean, what right does this guy have to insult his gf then be really prejudiced on his next selection? It's disgusting. Well I warned his Gf (turns out it was his second one as he allready ditched the one he was insulting) and she said she would break up with him. I have to say good for her. He would probz pull another stunt like this when he got bored with her anyway. We deserve guys who RESPECT us, not throw us away like some cheap toy. 


Anyway...for those of you not in the know, I would like to inform you that Bob (my smiley clone) is DEAD. yes, DEAD. There was a...accident with her stove. She turned it on, and it exploded, taking ALL the other smiley clones with her. Her grave is in my garden. But honestly, it was her own fault >_<


Also at some point next year my family and I are going to disneyland to celebrate end of treatment! Yaaay! (My treatment doesn't end till around January of NEXT year >_<)


And while we're on the topic of Cancer, I would just like to say that there has been a huge increase in the number of people confessing to cancer in the forums. As much as I support this and think it's good people are talking about it, I think some of them are lying. So if you want me to belive you from now on, you better be prepared with evidence. 


QUICK!! CLICK THIS NOW!!! (Follow us If you Dare)


http://darkdaysdreadfulnights.blogspot.co.uk/

:D Thanks for reading peepz! more updates when I get something to talk about...


Also happy early Dia De Los Muertos. It's obviously what this MSP comp is SUPPOSED to be about anyway!