Welcome!! ^.^

Hello Peepz! As you may have noticed, I GOT BORED. 


So we've ended the competition early and put in a lovely new layout. Yaaaay :3


The chatbox and song thinggy are in their usual places, but we have a brand new stick killing game, wallpaper, banner and shiny shiny thing ^.^


Okay, now to announce the winners. From the poll it was pretty obvious who was first place, and that was.....

Lottie89115!! With her wonderful banner which is now my header thinggy. (IOU two wishies cause you only had 4 on your list ^.^) This is her banner:

Second place was a little more difficult. I had to use my vote to stop it from being a tie. So, in 2nd place we have.....

Tam.!! With her lovely (yet a teeny bit confusing) Blue banner!!

And finally, in 3rd place, we have.....

SuperStar9991! With this nice little banner:

Congratulations to all the winners! And to everyone who entered as well ^.^. It's a shame I couldn't display ALL the banners that were entered, but thank you for joining.

(this competition is over. you can no longer enter it so don't ask ^.^)

Anyway take a look around our new setout! Byeee!!

AND WATCH MY SHORTIES :p

My Story

Today I got into a little bit of an argument with SmileyLucy about her returning. I think you need to hear my side of the story first. It's a little story I like to call:

Why Xat groups are evil

Okay, at first I was friends with smileylucy and anyaa. Good friends at one point with anyaa, not so much with smiley. Until the day her entire xat group known as 'cooliopeopleonly' decided to come to MY xat box and talk. Anyaa started saying mod was on her chatbox, and I disbelived and said some things. Things I apologised for afterwards. But unfortunatley, smiley and anyaa saw that as a chance to be mean and said some MORE things. Later they started to bully PP, and when I went around asking them to stop, they started to be even more mean to her. It was increadibly unfair. In a confrontation I asked them to stop, so they did and we didn't talk again.

Until lately, I found out that someone on their xat group said I should DIE. 

That was disgusting to hear. But I know for a fact I wasn't the only one, that smiley and anyaa have backchatted loads of people in their Xat group 'cooliopeopleonly'. If you go on there and be quiet, you get banned. If you go on their and have your OWN opinion about things, YOU GET BANNED. It's not worth it. 

They might be all sweetness and light on MSP, but you REALLY don't know them till you see them on xat. I've WATCHED them backchat people when they decided to come to my xat box.

Where's my proof? Well I only have one piece of evidence besides my story. I know it's not a lot to go on, but I'm hoping you'll belive me here (RUDE BITS AHEAD!!!):

So hate me if you want peepz. I don't care. I'm just sick of sitting by while everyone celebrates her return. Let it be known that not everyone is celebrating, and I'm one of those people. But I have my reasons.

I only hope you can respect that.

VOTE TIME!!

(Just a note beforehand the boyfriend issue is resolved. I got a 4th BFF. Gonna have a LOT of explaning to do on Monday...)


OKAY PEEPZ! 


Today is the closing entry day of the banner competition. *squee* So exciting! 


Anyway everyone who entered produced a beautiful and unique banner I would be proud to display but unfortunately I had to narrow them down so it would be easier to put into a vote. Anyway here are the wonderful finalists (I haven't put any names so people wouldn't vote for friends. If you see your banner here, please don't tell anyone. I would like this judged on skill only ^.^) 


I will also be scoring the banners using a star system, so they can get 1-5 stars. Please don't let this affect YOUR judgment though ^.^ If your banner doesn't get a high heart score, don't worry. This is a mass voting thing and these are just my opinions. I don't mean to offend you by them. 

This is entry number ONE. What I like about this banner is the fact it's incredibly clear and bold. There is a simple amount of decoration and a basic colour scheme so it's visible but not overpowering. 
Heart Rating: ♥ ♥  ♥  ♥  

This is entry number TWO. This one is still nice and bold with a good hazy effect, although it's lacking a blog adress. But the nice big name makes up for that.


Heart Rating: ♥ ♥ ♥

This is entry number THREE. I absolutely love the colour scheme on this, and how the entrant uses the same solid dark blue shade for the writing and the pictures. Not quite sure what the two people are doing though...


Heart Rating: ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

This is entry number FOUR. I like it because it's crazy, but that's also the reason I slightly dislike it. The randomness of the statements is slightly confusing but also entertaining. And the aliens are cute ^.^


Heart Rating: ♥ ♥ ♥ 

This is entry number FIVE. I like the colours, but all the writing is a little overpowering, and the blog adress isn't very visible. The mystery theme is nice though


Heart Rating: ♥ ♥ ♥




Those are ALL the finalists. Sorry to the people who didn't quite make it through.


ENOUGH APOLOGISING ALLREADY, ON TO DAH VOTING!!!


Okay, the box on the side is the vote box. Vote for your favourite no matter what anyone else says. Voting ends on sunday at 12:00 (or whenever I want to end it). The prizes are as follows (i bumped them up a bit):


1sr Place: 6 wishy gifts and your banner become my new banner thinggy
2nd Place: 4 wishy gifts + an auto worth 220 points (non-vip)
3rd place: 2 wishy gifts


Okay? GET VOTING!!! 


Oh and watch my SMS! 


AND READ THE NEW DDDD STORY!!: http://darkdaysdreadfulnights.blogspot.co.uk/

NEW STORY

NEW STORY!!!


http://darkdaysdreadfulnights.blogspot.co.uk/

READ IT OR I EAT YUUH!

ANGRY AGAIN!!!

Once again, we are back to the naming and shaming segmant of my blog. 


Today, we shall be starting with Zacky5792

Well, say what you like about Zacky, but from the moment I added him, I knew I had made a mistake. He kept following me and being a generally demanding friend, asking for me to come to rooms and be his bff/ gf even though we had only just MET. I de-added him when he finally annoyed liz, because we were trying to hang out and he wouldn't leave. 


Because I'm sympathetic and stupid, I decided to give him a second chance.


He continued being demanding, and I de-added him again. And then re-added him. When harry broke up with me, he asked to be my bf. Let me make this VERY clear, Zacky doesn't understand the meaning of 'NO'. And he's BIG on emotional blackmail, and doesn't listen to what you have to say. He kept telling me he would delete himself, so in the end we didn't talk for about a week. 


Until today, when I found this:

And I thought he had cooled down!! He hadn't spoke to me in AGES, and he just went and put THAT up. AFTER I HAD GIVEN HIM THREE CHANCES!!


Well no more. I really don't like pushy friends. So at the first sign of another Zacky you WILL be deleted. 
I'm nobody's doormat.


Also can we PLEASE stop being so judgmental about shortmovies 2000? I'm REALLY dissapointed in all of you who keep making nasty comments about his latest look:

It's called FREE WILL peepz. GET USED TO IT. He has the right to dress how he pleases without all the nasty comments.


Also about shortmovies 2000, I know your all pretty confused. WELL SO AM I. Let me put it like this:


I CAN'T MAKE YOU PEOPLE HAPPY!!! CAN I???


It all started when I let him be  my bf, and a couple of my good friends told me he was using me. So I broke up with him and went back to harry. But then MORE people told me shortmovies was a good guy and I should go back. And he told me himself that he loves me. 


But then I get this message from one of the doubters who is also my really good friend:

So now I'm really confused and annoyed. Is he playing me? I don't even know anymore. And the worst thing is I made him a promise I wouldn't break up with him so now I feel bad. 


Should I just give up, break up with him and get a 4th bff? Or should I stay and see what happens? 


VOTE IN THE POLL! (this is creepy)


ALSO THE BANNER COMP IS STILL OPEN, AND WILL BE OPEN UNTIL THIS WEDNESDAY!!! GET MAKING!!

Explanations

The first explanation is for why I broke up with Shortmovies 2000:


A lot of people started to tell me that he was just using me for fame (2 bffs included). So I went on a people search and heard a LOT of stuff about him. Stuff I can't actually handle on top of everything else. So I broke up with him and went back to harry. I know I said I wouldn't but we made up on IMVU and I started to miss him. 


I'm happy and I don't care what you think. But still I wonder...


The next thing is the hospital thing, since there has been some confusion about thar:


Okay it's easy enough to explain. I never before mentioned I'm an outpatient. That means I only go into hospital for chemo, if the doctor wants to see me, or if I have a temperature of 38 degrees or above. 


On thursday I was in hospital because the doctor asked for me because I'm currently being investigated for things other than leaukemia. 


Today I am in hospital because I got a temperature of over 38 degrees and am currently waiting to have my bloods checked to see if I have an infection/ any reason to keep me in hospital.


On another note, I want to redecorate my blog, so I'm having a competition.


You need to make a banner for me, and then desplay it on your blog or somewhere I can find easily. 


If your banner is chosen, it will be put on my blog and you will recieve THREE wishies. 


If your banner comes second, you will get TWO wishies


If your banner comes third, ONE wishy


Also net will be slow. 


Oh, nurse is calling for blood, gtg!!! 

^.^

Struggling a little with the 10sms for a gift thing BUT STILL GOING STRONG! 


And I changed my mind and got a new bf. Shortmovies 2000. He's nice and sweet, so I'm happy ^.^ 


Anyway I finally joined IMVU. Add me if your on it! My user is TopazWonders (capitals included)

I think it's probably gonna be a slow news week because I got some exicting sim news. They're doing a supernatural EP and I can't stop freaking out so I'll be preparing for that in advance (it's out in september) and playing more sims. 


UPDATING WHEN WE GET SOME MORE NEWSIES!! BYE!

Hello!

Hey guys!! I got back from wales! Yaaaaay :3


Anyway I decided to have a little "watch 10sms thing" because I have a CRAZY amount of money. Seriously. 


For each 10 of my sms you watch, rate and comment mail me and I will send you a gift. Your gift(s) will arrive in 1-3 days of you telling me. If it has been THREE days you can kick up a fuss and yell at me and I will apologise and send A.S.A.P (do this in less than three days then you'll get NO gifts and be blocked :) )


So watch my SMs and take advantage of this offer! 


Anyway wales was fun. Despite the withdrawal symptoms. It gave me time to think as well, and I have decided I don't want another BF. It's just for personal reasons, none that I want to discuss (what I mean by that is I will tell you and you STILL won't get it) 


SO WATCH MY SMS AND BAAI :3 

HOLIDAY! WHOO!!

Okay peepz, from tomorrow I shall be going on a holiday to wales! I will be gone for a week so same rules apply. 


I NEED PEEPZ TO WATCH MY MOVIES AND STUFF BECAUSE I AM 51,833 FAME AWAY FROM LEVEL 22!!!


So pretty please do that and I shall be seeing you in a week :)


Also check out my bob Blog ;) :http://bow2bob.blogspot.co.uk/

BYE GUYS!!


(P.S: If i come back and find people asking for my acc i will RAAGGEEE!)

Want to know how to make me mad?

Yes, I've not had a good day. 

First harry decided to pull one of his quitting things again, also revealing to me he had been lying to me this whole time. Not telling you what about, that would probz just annoy him if I told everyone on here. I should do really, cause it would be a fitting revenge but i'm not gonna. 

He did that thing again, asking me if there was love and whining about the fact he wasn't good or something like that. Then he breaks up with me and quits. 

NOTICE HOW HE DELETED ME BUT NOT ANY OF HIS BFFS? AND HE DIDN'T GIVE ME A PROPER GOODBYE! HE JUST WHINED TO ME AND TURNED IT OFF SAYING HE 'didn't want to cause more trouble.'

If he comes back, that's it. I'm not gonna be the girl who just keeps crawling back to him because it 'feels right'. I am ignoring that inner feeling and stopping this. period. 

And then my BFF and a guy (not mentioning names here) THROW A PARTY IN MY ROOM WITHOUT ASKING ME. And I wasn't INVITED. To a party IN MY HOUSE. Which I DID NOT KNOW ABOUT.According to one person, there were like 70 people there, so not helping my mood. So i've had to shout at my BFF who is not online, and several other people while trying to get them out of my house. In the end, I let them stay, but no more people are allowed in.

^^^ That pic was kind of later. Where it died down.

Anyway I also happen to be on steroids, which A. Make you hungry as hell, and B. Give you crazy moodswings, so that is not helping. 

In the end, I've apologised to everyone who I went crazy at and am going to avoid MSP until I feel normal again. 

ASK TO BE MY BF AND I WILL SCREAM. 

Thank you ^_^